Don't you dare mess up with a bitch like me!

I love it when someone rants over me, saying; "You're such a bitch!". It's like and energy-giving and empowering statement that gives me oil to burn and flare like campfire. lol...I don't even care and it doesn't even matter how they say it as long as they're emphasizing my score. Being a BITCH is not bad...though, you may call it as "Maldita" but who cares? This is me and I don't care if someone has petty, f*ing objections. Don't care if you call me a bitch a million and a gazillion times. I would still THANK YOU! for greeting me of such. It's my nature anyway and I love it! Sabi nga ni Angelica Panganiban sa "Ruby" "Gandang Demonyo nman!" But mind you, don't you DARE mess up with me or you'll be in a deep wreck. (Har!Har!Har!)

Ipunin mo lang lahat yan langya ka. Ipunin mo lang cge... Pero tandaan! Ang latang matunog ay walang laman and ang masaklap pa, "Nangangalawang na". Aanhin mo ang isdang nasa lata na nangangalawang kung may sariwa nman?lol! Bluff anytime you want you asshole peace of fucking shit! You're not even a threat to me. Pweh!!! I don't give a DAMN so fuck your self, (tutal tigang ka na so mag salsal kana muna) go find a guy whom you can give a nice blowjob para makapagpratice ka nman... Nyahahahahahahaha!!!

P.S.
Pustiso mo malalaglag, ipasikip mo muna ning!lol

Iv'e got 12 basic things to say about me:

Iv'e got 12 basic things to say about me:

1. I'm not married nor engaged, single but never available cause I'm in a relationship (that's why it's complicated) ^^

2. I usually get even with people who do me wrong, but I still hold on to my patience as much as I can cause I only give people what is due to them.

3. I hate people who cannot be trusted. In short, plastic.

4. I bloody hate mistresses! and girls who are in the neighborhood of being a B****.

5. I'm that typical kind of person who is practical with sets of standards

6. I am a call center agent

7. I hate summer and I love the rainy season

8. I don't date and play around with different guys (sorry)

9. I dream to be a successful doctor someday

10. I love admiring Johnny Depp ^^ and I'm crazy about cats

11. I can easily be a friend and become close, but it's hard already when they want something personal from me. I simply hate people who don't know their boundaries!

Sutherland employee beheads his girlfriend

I’m back to work again, after two days off and a week full of stress. But without even knowing, an inhumane murder just happened last Friday night before I took my off and surprisingly, the victim and the suspect are on the same company. Last Monday while on break, a sudden news came up that one of our co- employee was murdered, “beheaded” at Miyabe Court motel inside room 518. At first, I wasn’t even bothered coz I thought I didn’t know the victim but as the news was spreading, I just found out that we took high school on the same school and on the same batch in Holy Angel University. After I saw her picture, I was so shocked and I felt that my heart almost came out of my chest. Katrina Gantan, a pretty young girl, 22 years of age CICT student from HAU, so unfortunate that his boyfriend will just take his life in an animalistic way. Imagine, reports said that there were 13 stab wounds including the private parts of her body. And the cut from her neck was very clean, as if the suspect was already prepared and he planned the incident that just happened. The suspect was identified; “Adonis Reyes” 30 years of age and is surprisingly “married” to another woman who is employed on the same company. Rumors said that Gantan was breaking up with him and maybe out of anger; Reyes planned to kill her inside the motel room that Friday night. Reports said that the two checked in at Miyabe Court motel around 7:30 pm and Reyes left 2 hours later at 9:30 pm, leaving with a bag with a solid object inside (might be Gantan’s head). His excuse was Gantan was taking a bath and he will just buy something from the grocery. After 24 hours of their stay lapsed, (Saturday morning) one of the motel’s bellboy thought Reyes was still inside but as he entered the room, it was just the television and everything is just in order except for the bathroom which was left open and from there, he saw the victim’s headless body (Gantan) lying on the pool of her own blood. They said that Reyes even went to work that Friday night after he murdered his own girlfriend and he even took calls while his headless victim was lying dead on that motel room, he still had the guts to enter company premises and other employees have no idea the killer was inside work areas.

There are still no reports if where the victim’s head is police are still searching for more information if where might be the head is. Luckily, Adonis Reyes was caught last Tuesday, spotted on a gasoline station at Dau, Mabalacat Pampanga and is currently imprisoned in jail. One proof that he was the killer is that he went to work so he will have his alibi that during the crime, he was at work he cut-off his beard so no one would recognize him that much and. But bellboy from the motel and the tricycle driver identified his face. Shame on his face that whenever they ask and interview him, he denies such crucial act.

 I guess its crime out of passion after all. No one who is intellectually normal would do such thing. Even if Gantan wanted to break up with him in a cause of a third party, Reyes should have realized and understood he has his own family to live a normal life. I just hope and pray that God will comfort her family especially her mother whom just traveled all the way from Taiwan. I feel so unfortunate for Kat. She should still live her life and she’s just starting to explore and live life to the fullest until that bastard took her life. I pray and shout for justice for Katrina Gantan. Reyes should be penalized the way he killed Gantan or it must be twice as much her suffering.

Condolences to her family and we pray for abrupt justice!

No wonder why!

Yesterday, I was with my boyfriend. He threw news at my face and he told me that a rumor has spread throughout our former church that we already got married. He told me that his mom talked to one of their leaders and that leader told his mom that we have already engaged in matrimony. I just laughed and smiled coz I am already used to them throwing false stories on me, my boyfriend and my family. And I have nothing to prove coz no marriage really exists. Is this a kind of insult for me again? Is this the kind of blessing they would share to their members (former leaders)? Blessings of rumor, false stories and gossip? That if one leader or member is no longer attending then they will assume such stories? But I thought they are growing? I thought leaders have been attending trainings and seminars? Is this the kind of teaching they have been thought? What a shame. As much as I don’t want to commit sin again from their lousy mouths, unfortunately, I am again. So that’s why. No wonder why God has been punishing them, from lack of staff, poor finance from tithes and offering collections, less attendance, workers and leaders, members moving out and attending other churches, etc! No wonder!  I just pray they will realize what needs to be improved from their leadership and from their church standing. Remember? You thought me this: “Your kind of members will determine what kind of leader you are”. And from the hint of it, I’m beginning to track where the rumor came from. I don’t care anymore if what are they going to say next. I just do hope and pray that God won’t add their agony and distress from their lousy little mouths and dirty minds. Then you stand in front of the pulpit and preach? Lead worship? Lead prayer and intercession? Pray for greater blessing? Nah! You’re just wasting your time. Even if it really hurts, I really have to agree to one person about this: “Maybe the Holy Spirit has departed from your church because of your attitudes and you have been blind about it”. And I have to admit, there was a bit of disappointment again. I think my friends are right. So I may no longer sin with them by my side, I’ll find another church who can welcome me open arms without stabbing nor talking at my back anymore.

May God Bless them a hundred times fold!

At last.... Finally watched it!

I just can't stop crying inside SM Clark cinema during the Sa'yo Lamang movie experience... Finally! I had the chance to watch it. ^0^ I am so happy coz after weeks of stress from work with huge dump of loans, I had the chance to chill out with my bf and watch the movie. :) (And I watched the movie twice! hehehehehe)

I was so struck with emotions while watching this movie. I never realized my self and my worth not until I watched Star Cinema’s “Sa’yo Lamang” by Laurice Guillen featured by abs-cbn. I saw myself on Dianne’s character (Bea Alonzo) who worked and stood up as a daughter, a sister, and a father to her family when Franco (Christopher De Leon) left them with another woman. It was a hell of a movie. Awesome! *Two thumbs up* @_@. It was one of the best movies I have watched of my 21 years of existence. No wonder why abs-cbn remains as one of the top most rated tv stations and star cinema as one of the best movie productions all over the country and internationally. (Sorry GMA 7, admit it. You just can’t do better what kapamilya has now) Great movie and I recommend it best to watch it, feel it, and love it! Grab it on your nearest mall cinema before its too late. (See movie summary snopshot below image) 

Here is the source link:

 http://www.movienews.me/2010/08/sayo-lamang-movie-trailer-plot-summary.html

Sa'yo Lamang Plot Summary/Synopsis

The story of Sa'yo Lamang movie revolves around Dianne Alvero (Bea Alonzo) who was left with the responsibility of taking care of her siblings played by Coby (Coco Martin), James (Enchong Dee) and Lisa (Miles Ocampo). When their father (Christopher de Leon) comes back, she finds it difficult to forgive him. Will love, faith and forgiveness prevail during the most trying times in their life?

While her siblings and mother easily accepted her father, Dianne doesn't find it easy to welcome him in her heart because he has left them for ten years and has broken his promise long time ago. Will she ever forgive him?
Coby is the black sheep of the family. We will later find out that he has impregnated his girlfriend (Shaina Magdayao). Does Coby really wants to get out of the family? Or does just want to feel loved by the very persons he was trying to get away from?

James and Lisa are longing for the love of their father. But which side will they choose? The sister who have taken care of them from the start or the father whose warmth they crave so much for?

Amanda Alvero (Lorna Tolentino), the mother of the family, just wants to have a complete family. Is there something in her that she is not telling her family?

Sa'yo Lamang Cast and Characters

Here are the cast and characters of the touching family movie Sa'yo Lamang:

Lorna Tolentino as Amanda Alvero
Christopher de Leon as Mr. Alvero
Bea Alonzo as Dianne Alvero
Coco Martin as Coby Alvero
Enchong Dee as James Alvero
Miles Ocampo as Lisa Alvero
Diether Ocampo
Shaina Magdayao
Zanjoe Marudo
Empress Schuck
Lauren Young as Lorraine
Igi Boy Flores
Dominic Ochoa

Sa'yo Lamang Official Movie Trailer

Sa'yo Lamang movie trailer starts with a home blessing presenting all the family members. And then the father came in and this is where the drama begins. The are rolls of heated dialogues between Bea Alonzo and Coco Martin and between Coco Martin and Enchong Dee. We also see Enchong Dee punching Coco Martin, and Christopher De Leon also punching Coco Martin.

One notable moment is the kissing scene between Enchong Dee and Lauren Young in the pool. And then there are more crying scenes between Bea Alonzo and Lorna Tolentino.

Reflections...

It has been almost 2 years working with jpmc. I can say that It was never the same since I started working in this account as one of the pioneers during the pilot stage. Days, weeks, and months passed by, changes and adjustments came along. But it was only then that I realized that there is nothing permanent in this world but change itself. Everything almost changed, everyone I used to be with are almost gone and here am I, welcoming myself for new set of friends. I miss the old stage. I miss them, I miss the way that the account used to be, I missed everything that made me a better person ever since I became a part of jpmc. I miss Ate Kath Laforteza, I miss Aaron, one of my closest friends, I miss them all. And what I miss above all is how I walked as a channel of blessing for others even though I worked outside the ministry. Damn, I miss that so much. :)

But let me introduce myself. If the Bible has Jonah, in reality, you have me. I am a christian but full of compromise and worldy affections. And that's why I create this blog. I want to be a blessing of how I used to be, and how I felt passion for my ministry. :) It has been almost a year since I left the ministry and decided to leave everything AGAIN! for the nth time. Believe me, it was a hell of a shit to deal on. But still grateful for I am surviving even away from the presence of God. Grateful for his grace to be with me still. I am still grateful. :)
Godbless you all!!! :)